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Just to let you know, I can kill you in 23 different ways.Depends on my mood..:P
Sunday, February 7, 2010 @
1:03 AM
eh.. woke up at 9.30am...den after much thoughts den decided to join my mother n uncle to watch airshow...it's really nice..quite exciting too!! but i think $20 is a bit too exp..haha!! anyway i got the tickets for free!! uncle's friend gave him de.. n we wasted one ticket..hai~~watch from 11.30am to 12.30pm..den took shuttle bus back to changi airport.. was like sleeping throughout the trip.. really really tired today!! dance is killing me.. yesterday's practice was really too much.. my whole body is aching..den lunch at changi n went tpy central to meet hy for discussion of geog project.. tmrw going her house to do...hai~~ 10.30am.. i'm scared tt i will be late..since i'm still not in bed..hai~ okok.. den discuss discuss...meet randal at koufu there since he's also on his way back.. chat a little abt the project..his group is willing to spent a huge amt of $$ on it.. damn PRO!! okok..home..dinner.. n went to bishan for window shopping with mum..reach home 9.30pm..chat, eat n here am i.. okk..just a short one.. really tired.. BB!!
It's just ME again ❤
Thursday, February 4, 2010 @
10:09 PM
woo!! it had been days ever since i blog.. really busy these few days.. many test too! tmrw finally no more.. eh.. except for chinese i guess...today had a maths.. we seem to be copying ans in a discussing manner at the end.. everyone rushing to finish up.. well.. it could be quite amazing if i didn't fail..
hmm...had been struggling with studies n dance these few weeks. trust me.. it isn't easy in sec 4...only two words to describe: busy n stress!!
just now had a short chat with my mother...before tt, yesterday night, when i'm studying for my a maths test, i received a msg from my auntie; my father's sister...she told me tt next fri is my grandpa's birthday n wan us to go over for a simple meal.. talking abt them, it had been quite long ever since i visited them..sometime i feel quite bad tt i didn't visit them, but it seems tt my relationship with them r difting apart..hai~~ just now, i heard some abuse acts from my mother which my father did to my brother n sister before.. it seems quite scary... wonder how did we live back then....sometime, i dunnoe if i really hate my father? or i just dun really like him? but i'm sure tt my brother n sister "hate " him more?? since he had did quite something to them...but it had been 1 year the last time i saw him? or is it longer? can't really remember since he remarried n live in bangkok...sometime i did wonder how's his life there?? is it good? is his wife good to him? r they happy? ....i guess i still dun hate him.. after all he is my father...dad..this word.. it had been sometime ever since i call out this name...sometime i really dunnoe wad i'm thinking...just have a funny feeling when i thought abt it... but it's quite clear tt my brother n sister dun really like him...eh.. my sister's hatred is deeper?? sometime i thought.."hmm.. it's not bad tt my parents divorce was not because of third person intruding.. at least tt's not the reason..:" but is abusing any better reason?? ahh.. i seem tt i wan pp to pity me.. LOL... ok la.. just dun feel sad if i dun think abt it..life is not all abt this!! brighter future??? haha!!!
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It's just ME again ❤
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @
8:40 PM
eh.. woke up by a msg by sam at around 8am abt the studying thing...hai~~ was really tired since last night.. dunnoe y too.. hai~~ den toss n toss n willing to get up of bed only at 9.30am..haha!! den eat eat n chat a little with my mother n went off to study.. i was almost the last to reach..eh.. it's really cold there so i borrow jacket from nicky.. was laughing n doing maths.. did quite alot i think.. but still not enough..hai~~ ate teriyaki chicken.. eh.. nicky's food is really tasty.. but too bad is too exp.. my mother will kill me if she knew i bought tt.. eh..so deborah n bharti left first.. den brandon n randal den left with me n sam.. we went to library to borrow some books... my head really hurts in the afternoon.. dunnoe wad happen..but really glad tt its gone now..hai~~ it's still quite obvious tt my eng sucks, reading from wad i blog show it all...will i really get C6 for my eng for o level?? will i slot in the grade of my family lousy eng history?? hai~~
there's really a lot of test these few weeks...somehow, if i dun have hw for a day, i feel uncomfortable...very uneasy..still got geo n geo-bio project not done yet...many many bio n maths papers not touch..two ss essay to go.. hai!! sec 4 sec 4 sec 4.. it's so much worst than sec 3..more work load n more stress.. come to think of tt if our teachers r better at teaching, will our life be better?? can't imagined..i think i'm gonna love my class tee this year.. it depict a prisoner in a jail.. dun u think my life is just like so?? the whole class agree tt 3E1/4E1 have no life- as in no free time or really slacking.. cus we r constantly thinking abt our studies.. well some nerds like ZX seems to enjoy studying!! especially physics?? haha!! but she's really really hardworking.. it would be amazing if i have half of hers...sometime i still feel quite jealous tt she understand physics so well. cus i really sucks at it.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
can my life be any better??? it's tt very difficult to achieve>??
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Friday, January 29, 2010 @
10:34 PM
hmm.. it's been quite a few days ever since i blog.. quite busy these few days... this afternoon during assembly, crystal and i gave a short presentation abt the upcoming program = total defence learning.. i'm really really nervous at the point.. really lucky tt i didn't stutter..haha!! dance was really tired.. didn't really did much i felt..n guess wad>? next wed is the dance reheasal for chinese new year.. can't believe how messy our bai shou will be... really feel like giving up.. the juniors can't really make it after so many practices...sometime they just FORGET wad we taught n tt's really frustrating.. wonder if there will be SYF next yr.. hai~~ just hope everything will worked out.. eh.. before tt, there was bio SPA practice , everything is damn confusing n messy.. all of us r struggling to manage.. it's really not easy to conplete so many things in just 45min!! n mrs grazt was like go home to practice cutting potatos.. lol!! hai~~ just thought wad could be better=== soccer for PE.. WONDERFUL!! anything but tt pls.. mr kamil had been teaching us abt the soccer thing on sec 2.. soccer is really the last sport i will play.. yet still we just pair up n 'play'.. great.. aside from tt my morning wasn't any better.. somehow quarrel with mummy n sis.. hai~~ overall my day wasn't really good i guess...29 jan 2010.. is tt the start of my unlucky days>? or is it just an unfortunate account??
these few days.. many things happen.. wad i can't understand is tt, y do pp like to talk behind others back so much? dun they feel guilty saying all those bad stuff abt others? i got to agree tt i did take behind pp backs before. ok pls la.. who didn't? n those who say they didn't r obviously LYING!! well well.. sometime , a short conversation abt others would be good.. but not too extreme where everyone start scolding pp n giving some horrifying description. hai~~ i always feel guilty whenever i talk bad things abt others.. it really not nice.. just think wad will happen if the pp talking abt heard? they will feel very hurt...personally, i dun really like pp who talk behind others back... it seems like they r backstabbing them.. i feel very gross out when at one point they like them n talks all good points abt them, n when they quarrel all the evil words came out.. i feel very disgusted at times.. ok maybe this short para may let alot pp feel very unahppy.. but tt's really true..eh.. it's best if we talk less, gossip less i think..
okok.. off for some dramas..haha!! ciao!
It's just ME again ❤
Sunday, January 24, 2010 @
11:33 PM
currently abt to sleep le.. but thought of watching one more episode of anime den sleep haha.. today finish watching oran high school ( dunoe spell correctly or not) of 27 episode.. found it by accident.. n to my surprise, it's quite amusing.. so start watching the show from 11am to night 7.30pm..haha!! scary ba..
eh.. not long ago.. mummy n sister came back.. one came back from KL while the other from batam,..haha!! so i spent my whole weekend with my brother at home.. but most of the time we r both out or either one of us was out.. so it's somehow tt we spent our time on our own ba.. but, it wasn't tt bad ba.. but.. on sat night.. when i just finish studying with fren.. on the way back, i got the news tt braddell mrt de train was on fire.. den immediately, i went there to take a look n found 4 police cars n one big group of pp waiting for bus while the others were waiting for taxi to arrive.. looking at the adnormal stiuation, something really went wrong.. but still can't figure out wad happen.. until just now i saw the news on yahoo.. hai~~ nothing much la.. just tt one office working there noticed some smoke.. so stop the train n dispace all the passenger.. but lucky it's a small incident.. if not, i scared the whole tpy lor 1 will be affected!!
well well.. happy tt tmrw's physics test is postpone.. but there's still a re-test on chem.. kind of bo liao though.. but well.. hope it won't get worse ba.. hehe.. off to watch show le.. :P
It's just ME again ❤
